There are people all around me, laughing, touching, fucking, walking. It's getting quite depressing. I'd love to go for a walk and not be greeted by a nice smile and an invisible wall.

I don't *need* companionship, but I will confess for wanting it right now. Hiking up and down the countryside with friends telling you about their signifigant others... walking in the rain could be so much fun, but when it just helps to douse the embers... *shrugs*

I think I'm something wrong.