I had a wonderful weekend. I will not bore you all (two?) with details.
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Blue Oyster Cult tells me to not fear the reaper. Yet I do, strangely.
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You know, modesty be damned. I'm pissed off. And before any (two?) readers think to yourselves "it's my fault", rest assured, it's not. You're wonderful people, and there's nothing you could possibly do to piss me off.
Rather (Neale, this I know will make your eyes roll), I'm pissed off at myself. For making mistakes. For being rash. For being too *!%#ing self absorbed too see the greater picture. To see what consequences my actions would ultimately reap.
Self loathing, I have come to realize, is a seed within me which I have carefully nurtured and cultivated over the years. This is one time, however, where my endulgence in it's 'forbidden fruit' is completely legitimate. Those words are somehow appropriate, I think.
I'm sorry.?
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Blue Oyster Cult tells me to not fear the reaper. Yet I do, strangely.
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You know, modesty be damned. I'm pissed off. And before any (two?) readers think to yourselves "it's my fault", rest assured, it's not. You're wonderful people, and there's nothing you could possibly do to piss me off.
Rather (Neale, this I know will make your eyes roll), I'm pissed off at myself. For making mistakes. For being rash. For being too *!%#ing self absorbed too see the greater picture. To see what consequences my actions would ultimately reap.
Self loathing, I have come to realize, is a seed within me which I have carefully nurtured and cultivated over the years. This is one time, however, where my endulgence in it's 'forbidden fruit' is completely legitimate. Those words are somehow appropriate, I think.
I'm sorry.?

12 Comments:
You don't need to be sorry! This is entirely NOT your fault.
no need to apologize for much (except "endulgence" which should definitely be "indulgence")
everybody gets busy & stuff
Ugh. I noticed my error two seconds after I posted... If ONLY I COULD EDIT!!!!!!!
This is what happens, kids, when you don't eat your vegetables and when you blog late at night.
jeex, llowyn! get with the blogging PROGRAM!!! errors will ONLY infuriate your readers THAT MUCH MORE!!!
lol! *hugs*
This is Neale. No worries... not that I know what this is about, but yeah, no need to beat yourself up. Ever, really.
Actually, Neale (ooh, good title for a movie, don't you think?), you do know what this is all about.
I think you're too hard on yourself for something that I will yet again say is NOT your fault. P.S. I love you :D
Neale again: Oh dear, I've gone and made a foolish assumption again. Okay, well then, I was wrong. But I stand by my comment anyway, and I add to it: Listen to Barb here, cause frankly this isn't worth it.
Now look at that. Both of your readers agree. Therefore, majority rules.
Did I ever say that this blog was a democracy?? Huh? Did I?
Just call me Mussolini :P
Neale: Dammit! I knew we should have been concerned when you started slipping references to 'sacrifices necessary for the well-being of the state' into your blog. Hang on a sec. It seems some men have just arrived, and they want to see my papers?
*groans* But I'm uncultured! I CAN'T! Instead, I'll call you crazy and we'll attempt to get those men of Neale's to sit on you.
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